everyone wants everything else

there is a problem with this world, each one wants to become someone else.

problem, tension, money, madness

Something strange happened with me the other morning, and then again the next morning.
A phone call is all that takes. One can get all the live information of everything that is happening around.
This is good as well as bad. People stay connected more than what we should be, knowing every aspect of each other’s life, staying in touch with the old mates. This prevents us to concentrate in making new friends.

Anyways i was talking about the new problem that arrived today morning.
My brother called and told me what is happening at home, i tried consoling an d cooling things down but to no result.

Anger can seriously destroy rationalism, specially in a few cases it totally demolishes it. and then yesterday morning i become the victim.
the call in the morning woke me up and i got under fire, had to run for cover and keep my mind focussed.
acted strangely went to the next building sat in the cafeteria and felt so good. i was overjoyed and forgot most of the things.
don’t know whether it is my job to be the savior o r not but yes something needs to be done.
the cost of doing his something will be a bit too much.
I have planned that if bro can keep mom then i can stay at ddun, ill have to figure out what in duun will work. htere has to be something unique and extraordinary which would work and a click so that we become the ultimate busineessmen, it is difficult to find something overnight but lets see.

swadesh vs videsh

How is it like going to a foreign country!!!
I have a vicarious experience of it from my brother and decided it is not lucrative enough.
But now things have started changing.. for good or for bad i don’t know.
Suddenly i want to go to US or to Europe and enjoy for sometime, or at least see the other country.

But there is something which hold me back. Vaibhav in my office keeps me informed about the work of great ministers, the lucrative government job, the ministers the babus. I am standing on a difficult crossroad.

So much so that i have started doubting my abilities and don’t have enough faith in myself. Its been sometime since i’ve challenged myself and emerged out to be a winner.

I am sitting on laurels and am doing nothing good or new. I know i’m better than loads of people out here but they are managing and i’m not.

Something needs to be done and sometimes i get inspiration from Steve Jobs who says…
Stay foolish and Stay hungry….

motivation to go to du

well i cannot this anymore. there is a certain motivation to go to DU.

that cannot be ignored anymore and i think i need to take it into consideration.

grandpa was in total favour of it and said that would be the best.

saubhik’s kaya and maya funda has to be applied i guess. but before applying all the fundas i guess i need to finish a few certifications and then roll on to DU.

keeping the motivation in mind and i’m sure the rest will be taken care of.

IT is the most important motivation and i think i need to work on it to motivate me more and execute my grandfather’s wishes. common man.. common.. that is THE thing… nice by all ways and means… perfect by all means and kaya will/can be improved takla will come to rescue.

eyeopener thanks sago

sandeep kanan the ultimate jerk of my dreams and thoughts.

the email which i received today evening shattered me to the core. people like him are sitting at FMS and i’m getting screwed at TCS. there is no quality work out here.

the girls are good but they know that losers end up at this company and hence we have no good company out here.

i want to go to DU to pursue MA economics. Varun Jain has shown a path to me and i think it is an easy path which i should pursue and take it as a shortcut to reach the top.

i’m living life king size. brother is earning in dollars and i’m earning in rupees that too the minimum amount. doing a few certifications which would not help in the future. there is a need to do something more, something that interests me.

something that would catch the eye of others. time to make some new application which has not been made before and run it on the web. something like …. i need to figure out something to be in the race.

it is true that if we don’t run we will stay behind.everyone is running and running hard. a few are taking shortcuts climbing stairs instead of going up the hill

a few have even taken the stairs and few others have fuelled themselves and taken the helicopter to the top.

in short this is the time to do something, which would take me to the heights.

Life without liquor

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Have you ever thought how would life be without liquor?? Something was grilled into me today, something rude and unwanted. A verbal lashing and then a sympathetic invitation.

It was all about whiskey, martini, vodka and other stuff.

Is there no fun in life without liquor?? Is having fun equates to losing your mind with a few shots of booze and go berserk??

I do not agree with the above definition and most of the people will not. I’m a non-alcoholic and i guess alcoholics will also not agree with this definition.

Thinking from their point of view they wanna try everything in life and if something can give so much fun then it is worth it.

Actually speaking i’m afraid of the booze stuff. I’ll get addicted to it and will be difficult to back off. I don’t have enough control on my senses, it is only a superficial control which keeps me away. Once i get into the habit i won’t be able to come out. It is this fear which prevents me from taking the first step. Having taken the first step it will be difficult to return to square one.

But keeping to the topic of this post I have no doubts that life without liquor is worth living and that i’m not missing something big in life.

Why do some people drink

why do some people drink and some  don’t??

why is that a few wait for their woman to come and spend time with her??

are the above two scenarios connected in anyway, do you see the hidden similarity behind these two??

well on a first glance i couldn’t notice it as well but actually these situations are similar. i’ll try to give an in depth analysis to what i think about it.

it is all about eternal joy and happiness.  as i type this down i’m waiting for a girl to be online. i’ve spent numerous number of hours chatting with her and am sure have impressed her already. there are a bunch of friends in the next room who are enjoying a few drinks and not waiting for nobody.

the joy they feel after a few pegs and the satisfaction i get after talking to this female are comparable in all the senses and respects. me waiting to talk to her for no apparent reason and they drinking for no apparent reason makes it clear that its all about joy and perception of joy.

there is a need for us to spend some amount of good time daily. may it be chatting with whom you like, or may be

our world is getting lonely. i’m blessed with a brother who is doing well and i want to spend the  rest of my life with him. i don’t know how the things might change in the future but as of now i see no one better than him to depend upon.

A new life

This is the second big change in my life. The first one was when i moved from school to college life, though start going to school should also be classified as a change but i don’t remember that stage of life. So considering whatever i can remember and analyse i’ll write today about the second big change in my life.

I am entering corporate world from college life. The transition so far has been very smooth, i have all my college friends with me who are undergoing the same transition in their lives. There is a lot to learn and grasp. This is the biggest advantage of being placed in a well established company. Had i joined a startup, i would have got only technical work to do, whereas in TCS i do get a lot of information which helps in making me human.

First Post

Something attracts me towards blogging i don’t know what!!

People say bloggers are people who are alone, who don’t have people around them to share their feelings. Well i suppose it is right. I am starting to blog to open up to myself, can be considered like my diary, which one writes supposedly before sleeping.

I will write down the things which trouble me, about the unfulfilled promises i make to myself, about my current state of my mind.

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